By Tatiana Yeuchyk and Emily Snook 

Perspective #1: New Medical Student 
On this operative table, I see a man 
Who has had fifty six years of life before this moment 
Filled with experiences: happy, constructive, challenging 
Who has three children, one of whom is overseas,  
All of whom are waiting with bated breath by the phone. 
I feel the immense responsibility of taking part in his care 
The privilege to be privy to one of his most vulnerable moments 
He is awake and I speak to him with the utmost respect 
Then he is asleep – and I speak about him in the same manner 
He has placed his trust in us and that feels invaluable  
I will carry that duty throughout the case until he wakes again 
And I greet him with a genuine smile once more 
To tell him that everything went well, and he did great. 
So that he can leave this hospital to live out the rest of his  
Fifty sixth year and many more 
 
Perspective #2: Surgical Resident 
I need to order that bloodwork  
Okay, this is the guy who came into clinic 2 weeks ago with his wife and daughter 
Or is this the guy who came into clinic 4 months ago with no one 
  
 When this is done I need to check if that CT is back yet 
  
Why is all the equipment at this hospital from the 70s  
I hope the staff asks me this question  
I hope the staff doesn’t ask me this question  
  
This guy is like my dad’s age  
I should call my dad after this and see how he’s doing 
He’ll ask how I’m doing  
I’ll say fine  
I’m tired and I’m doubting myself and I’m tired and I’m fine 
But it’s all worth it  
For that look on a patient’s face when you tell them it went well  
  
Is this the guy who worked for the transit commission  
Or is the guy who retired from being an accountant last year  
  
I can’t forget those discharge summaries 
   
There was a time when I promised myself  
That I would stay shiny and sweet and know it all  
That was me  
And that’s still me  
It’s just buried under reminders and outcome stats and memories of all the times  
Things haven’t gone as planned  
And right now  
I don’t have time to find it because  
I have to pay attention